I never thought I could do it -- never thought I would want to do it. But I never thought I would enjoy eating avocados either. Tastes change. As I grew older I found myself more and more entranced by the shape and feel of a woman's ass. As we were making love, she on top, I would probe for my partner's ass, slowly spread her cheeks, and with the encouragement of her moaning, would insert my finger. It felt so good -- so small and tight.

One night, during foreplay, I had my finger inside my wife's ass and she began to moan louder and louder, undulating under my thrusts. All of a sudden she came. She actually had an orgasm just with my finger inside of her ass. I'd never seen anything like it. It was quite intense.

Eventually I got the urge -- a compulsion really -- to lick her ass. I turned her on her stomach, spread her legs -- my cock was so hard at this point -- and my tongue slowly traced the length of her crack, eventually nestling its way inside. It did not taste bad and it felt so great. It made me so horny. It must be something about the shape combined with the taboo. This is something that has evoloved for me over the years. I hope that one day I will again experience this wonderous feeling.

As I find myself with some alone time my thoughts turn to the taste of sweet, wet pussy on my lips in a 69 position. You on top. Already, as I write this I can feel, and see, my cock stiffen and I reach down to stroke it, slowly and tenderly. I haven't cum in a day and a half -- before that it was several days, so I know that my oragasm will be intense. My cock has that tingling feeling that tells me it will be a good orgasm.

One thing you should know about me is that I am not overtly attracted to convnetional beauty -- i.e. blond hair, large breasts, shaven pussy. I've seen enough bald pussys to last a lifetime, and unless the woman has an exceptionally large clit, I am indifferent. On the contrary, I love hairy pussys -- the hairier the better. I even like hairy underarms and legs, although I'm not sure in practice how much I would enjoy it. It would depend on the odor -- I could go either way.

I enjoy looking at older women -- women older than 40. I like it when their breasts sag a little and they have large nipples. I don't like looking at obese women, although a little extra weight doesn't bother me.

Good evening. I have created this blog with the purpose of documenting one middle-aged man's quest to experience one more blowjob in his lifetime. Like many married men, this particular delight has been cut off to me in my married life. For the first few years of marriage oral sex was a great part of our sex life. One by one, however, my wife began shutting down until the only thing left to us is missionary position. Even kissing is out of the question.

The cruel irony is that in my single days a bowjob was something I could take or leave. I mean, I liked them of course, but for me they were dwarfed by the sexual act itself. It was only when they were cut off to me that I began to miss them.

I will attempt to update this blog faithfully, and do it with passion, as well as a good amount of humor. I would like to transfeer some of my sexual tension and angst here, and hope in turn to rechannel that back into real life sex.

Let the festivities begin!